Thursday, June 13, 2019

In the past few weeks, I feel I aged more than in all these 32 years. Hmmm, you won't feel aging till you are out of school and start to work I guess. Once you start to work, you face some harsh realities and come to peace that you are growing up, but I never felt it. I was always aloof, afloat my own lifeboat, had fun at all possible scenarios, escaped life at crucial points, where it tried to confront me. I managed so all these years because I was under the assumption or illusion that my partner is invincible and she is a "go-for-ride-you-life-bitch" girl. I fall sick all the time, I trouble her like a child, I recover after some time and trouble her and it happens every year. Once she fell sick and I started to take care of her, I am in for a new dimension, I have to live to take care of her. She is not so invincible like I thought. She is afraid of something that is not gonna happen to her anytime soon. I got to know how stressful it is to her to take care of me, to live a life with me (of course she signed up for it). When I came to know how her body reacts to stress, I got so worried. I am giving her all these pain in my actions knowingly or unknowingly. She is not some invincible great Sangam Tamil temple. She is just a fellow human made of flesh and feelings. I realized how much I have disrespected her feelings in the course of time. In all, I realized, how much I love her for real, how much I love our life of togetherness. She gave me hope, she taught me valuable lessons. Now it's my time, to make her strong, to make her feel strong again and back on her feet. 

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Politically speaking...

To be honest, we are living in a shameless nation, politically, speaking, we are living in some extreme conditions where anything could happen.

The people who were accused of 1.76 Lakh Crore scam and put in jail for months, are again re-instated in the country's ministry. This clearly shows, how seriously Indians take the scams, misusing our tax money, etc.. We are land of forgiveness and in-turn we get poor living conditions for millions and good living conditions for tens and hundreds.

The whole country is shocked of a brutal assault of a women in the nation's capital city, but a self-proclaimed saint commenting that its partly the poor girl's fault. We still go to the ashrams of those saints and spend thousands and millions for their development.I think, the last simply lived saints in the country were Maharishi Ramanar, Sridi Sai Baba , who knows.

People of one state is completely against providing river water to another state. Our country believes that its their issue, which is not. A river is a natural resource, even if it runs between countries, one cannot build a dam and completely make the other country void of the resource. Then what should be the case between states ? TamilNadu and Karnata should understand that Cauvery is not a Karnataka's property (since its originating in Karnataka), it is a natural resource shared by several other states.

Our country is gone to dogs and wolves, making politics out of everything possible. Cauvery water is no more a resource, its key politics. Speaking Tamil is no more a person's wish, its politically motivated terrorism. Taking about secularism is no more our national policy, its close to hurting the minorities in the country, they want no one to talk about them, use their god's name, use even someone's name in a meeting or movie. Minorities means, just they are less in number. By law, all are equals and in practice, it should be the same. So when minorities fight just someone misused their religion or caste for some movies, it seems like, they are hurt genuinely, but why are they not fighting in bigger stage, for a national cause? Its very much understandable, they have to solve their religious issues and fight for themselves at first, but in other times, they have to fight against corruption, fight for water for farmers, drinking, fight for equality,etc. This will eventually bring good terms with majority people. Hope they fight for the national issues someday or other.

Hate speech was given by a person, who is also an MP in Andhra Pradesh was not arrested for a month. He left to London, then came back and for arresting him, it took 5 days for the police. He was publicly bashing one particular religion like bashing some political party. The audience were completely in delight and enjoying his ill-words and bashing of the other religion. Is this country any secular ? Why the government is not government and mere conglomeration of different parties. Why they beg for votes, why couldn't they win them ? Why they are so sucking up to minorities, community based politics, etc... just to come to power and don't run government, but just parties.

We should administratively / by law deal with the issues:
1. Safety for women in the country
2. Stricter laws for violators
3. More secular practices and friendly festivals
4. Stricter laws against communal riots
5. More importance to farmers and their issues in South India
6. Try to reduce pollution and deforestation to some extent

Thursday, December 27, 2012

கரப்பான் பூச்சிகளின் காதல்

மாநிறம், மெல்லிடை, மின்னல் பார்வை,
அதீத உணர்ச்சி, அனிச்சை அசைவுகள்

என்
மீசைக்கு சிலிர்ப்பூட்டும் சிற்றிறகு நீ...
பெண்ணுக்கும் மீசை அழகு என்று உணர்த்தினாய் நீ...

நான் செல்லும் இடத்தில் எல்லாம் நீ...
நான் உன்னை தொடர்கிறேனா என்று தெரியவில்லை...

துருதுருவென நீ செல்வதும்,
சட்டென்று நின்று என்னை பார்பதுவும்,

என் ரத்தத்தில் மின்னலை கலக்கும் reactions
இது சற்று மிகை, ஏனென்று உனக்கு தெரியுமல்லவா ???

எனக்கு ரத்தம் இல்லாமல் இருக்கலாம்,
என் ஒவ்வோறுயிர் துளியும் நீ தான்...

அணு குண்டு கூட பிரிக்க முடியாத நம் காதலை
இந்த மனிதர்கள் மிதித்தே புதைக்கிறார்கள்...

சரிவர காதலும் செய்வதில்லை, சரிவர காதல் செய்தால்,
வாழ விடுவதும் இல்லை...

- கரப்பான் பூச்சிகள் காதல் முன்னேற்ற சங்கம் 

மகரந்தக் காதல்

காலமெல்லாம் உனக்காக, கால் கடுக்க நின்றிருந்தேன்,
கல் மனசுக் காரி, கால் மணி நேரம் கூட பாக்கலியே
காத்தடிச்சா திரும்பிக்குற, மழை வந்தால் சுருண்டுக்கற
என்ன செய்து உன்ன என் பக்கம் சேர்க்க, ஒண்ணுமே புரியவில்லை

நானும் உன்னைப் போலவே இருக்கிறேன் என்று கர்வம் கொள்வேன்
நீ ஒருவேளை, இவன் தானே என்று கண்டு கொள்ளவில்லையோ
என்ன என்னவோ எண்ணங்கள் தோன்றுகின்றன நெஞ்சுக்குள்(மனதிற்குள்)
பஞ்சு பஞ்சாய் வெடித்தேன் என் எண்ணங்களை , வடித்தேன் என் வண்ணங்களை

எப்போதும் வீசும் கருணையற்ற காற்று காணாமல் போனது இப்போது
மருகினேன், உருகினேன் என் காதல் உன்னை சேரவில்லை வாடினேன்
உயிர் அணுவை அணு அணுவாய் வெடித்தேன், உன்னை சேர்வதற்கு
மயிர் இழையில் என் உயிர் காதல் நொடிந்து விழுந்தது நாதி அற்று

சோகம் சூழ மோகம் போக, ஊருக்காக சிரித்து காலம் தள்ளினேன்
புதியவள், எங்கிருந்தோ வந்தாள் இளைப்பாற இடம் வேண்டும் என்றாள்
மௌனமாய் நின்றேன் எல்லாம் எனக்குத் தெரியும் என்றாள், வியந்தேன்
ரீங்காரம் செய்தாள், என்னுள் சிருங்காரம் செய்தாள்

என்னை முழுவதும் தெரிந்தவள் போல, என் காதல் அணுவை எடுத்தாள்
பறந்து சென்றாள், விரைந்து சென்றாள், என்னவளை கட்டி அணைத்தாள்
முத்தம் கொடுத்தாள், சற்று பொறாமை பட்டேன், பரவாயில்லை விட்டு விட்டேன்
என் காதலை அவளிடம் கொண்டு சேர்த்தாள், என்னவள் நாணிச் சிரித்தாள்

ஒன்றும் நடக்காதது போல் மீண்டும் பறந்தாள் புதியவள்
எங்கள் காதலை சேர்க்க வெகு தொலைவு வந்தாள்
மீண்டும் பல காதல் மலர்களை ஒன்று சேர்க்க பறக்கிறாள்
மகரந்தக் காதலின் தூதுவள், புதியவள் என்ற தேனீ...

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Deep Down the heart....

I was very reluctant about writing this post initially. Later, i came to a conclusion, no one cares about what i write, they just want to have fun and so do i :)

Why i was so reluctant ? Yeah, its about some particular group of people. Its about the people of the Great Land, Andhra....infact it should be ANDHRA :)

When we say Andhra Paradesh, the things come to our mind ?
1. Rajashekara Reddy (Recently updated, but got top spot)
2. Chandrababu Naidu (Diminishing person)
3. Chiranjeevi (emerging)

These are all the things, that are some what hot or hottest topics we remember when we think of Andhra. These are all just timely topics. There are so many other things that hit our mind too.

This is evergreen list, they wont change with time...
1. Venky (Mr.Venkatesh , Thirupathi)
2. NTR (2nd Venky)
3. Flood
4. Naxals
5. GIRLS (ever ever green)
6. RICE , Food, Spicy meal.... (Die for a reason)

You know very well about the first two guys. The first one is a famous God in India and the second one is a famous God in Andhra :)

The next two is not of our concern. We dont deal with calamities here, so we are omitting those two points.

The last two are our points. GIRLS, of Andhra state are very cool, very famous because they are very Gorgeous. Im not saying that im from comparatively dry state. Its ok here, but Andhra is the best in these aspect. I have seen and fell in love with approximately 27 irresistibly good looking telugu Desam Girls. you know what love means right ?

Then the last point is the taste of India. Here India is used to refer Andhra. Rice, Spicy dishes are very famous in Andhra. Even the entire world is affected by famine, you can have an unlimited meal at Andhra Mess. Its heaven man. All time unlimited... rice, rice, dish dish yummy yummy.... Its , its, .... i got a bit emotional... I was shocked to know that West Bengal is the highest rice producing state. It should be Andhra man, i have never seen WB meals, Its always been Andhra Meals. They supply food to India man..... :)

The value of Indian rupee is partly determined by Hyderabad i guess :P I am not trying to ridicule them. Such a wealthy state... I would love to get married to an Andhra girl apart from the first reason of looks.

We make fun of them at Madras. we tease them with some funny names like Gulute, we always make fun of their brilliancy, but all are just for fun... Deep Down the Heart, We Love Them. We Love Andhra more than many things :)

Monday, September 07, 2009

People over a week…

Its again ppl… what happened to this guy….? We shall talk about it later...

As usual I met lot of ppl over this week and this post is about them. They are not new to me, but hell lot of changes….

To start with... its virus..

Santhosh K Saminathan

I know this guy as a guy who sleeps more than a 2 year old kid. Eats a lot but the metabolism never worked out. He feels very bored even to do a small work. Last week he took part in Google programming contest and he stood some 114th (from the last). Good way to go man…. A lot of serious changes nowadays in technical terms :)

*******

Actually its a little bit negative. I don wana name this person. We know each other for over a few months. Nowadays (for about a week) she is throwing a look as if i am the root cause for Swine Flu :) Anyway its not new to me, but i have created such a deep negative impact on a person after some 5 years :)


Dhaadi a.k.a. Sadesh

Its great to see him as a scientist. He knows hell lot of things, but seeing him as a scientist is quite tough. I would have given a thought about this, when he took Kissan Mango Jam with curd rice. But now i realize, he deserves the post like anything. Damn creative person!!!!!!!


Sneha

Actually, i don know the name of that girl. Ms.Bharathi told that she looks like Actress Sneha. I like her very much, not nowadays, coz she seldom smiles :P

Mahesh a.k.a Madhavan

Yup. He is my cousin. We are childhood friends. In his visit to my parents place, he openly was hitting on my sister and i was like a dumb brother who couldnt do anything about it, coz, i think my sister is totally into it :P Any way ppl, get a room.................

Uma Manoraj

Yet another interesting personality i met in short period of time. Man, she talks talk talk and talks a lot. I became her fan!!!!!!. You really can develop your listening skills as you converse with her, coz she dump you with loads of information which would be used later. Tough to find a gal like her...


Polished Akka

Its about my ELDER sister (of course sister like) Jeyanthi. When i saw her profile picture, i was like, "Oh My God".... Such a polish in such a short time. Gals do a lot, after they get engaged. Its damn true. I came to know her photoshop acumen through that picture... ok ok really i came to know how more polished, pretty gal, a sister could be :)

Saturday, July 25, 2009

The week that was(n't)

It was a usual week with great things. A week filled with fun and joy as usual. Enjoyed all the days and almost all the time i was awake and enjoyed even more when i was asleep.

The week became a "No cooking week" and i became "the most laziest".



When my team mate started the week of work with her cool knowledge sharing, which due to automicity problem, stayed at her side alone.

Suddenly when i skipped a days sleep for some small work at office, i was feeling so good, but ultimately ended up with a series of scoldings from my team mate for failing to do it perfectly.To be exact, she was the 2,43,543 rd preson, who said, i am good for nothing. So never mind...

Later, kudi called me suddenly and broke the news about his posting in a city that is nearly 400 Kms from our place. Next day kudi went and its definitely an hollow.... Kudi is irreplaceable.



Suddenly on friday, i came to know about the All Hands Meet program at my office. I was least interested initially, but its always good to see some oldies running around and entertaining us. Surprisingly, few ppl with no wisdom hair were also seen at my account level get together.

While leaving the office, i got an autograph from one of my team mates when she cried inwardly. She was about to lose her great title 'Miss' in a short span span of 2 days. Its really fun, when you come to know that one more guy is down :)

Monday, June 29, 2009

What if ?????????

In our daily life, there are so many "what ifs?"

What if, i got the last bus ?
What if, i didn't see that pretty gal ?
What if, i tried to kiss her?
What if, my mom knows about my sudden change to Non-Veg?
What if, my wife knows about my Ex-girl friends broken marriage ?
What if, i met with an accident ?
what if ...

yes. I want to analyze about this particular What if ......

What if, I met with an accident ?

Scenario : I met with a small accident . I am calling my best, lovable friends.

What would be their reactions ?


Babbu : what the hell you r saying ? Where ? Oh. Machi, i can understand the situation. but see, i have to board a bus, take an auto to reach there. Its really boring da...

vijay : cho cho... Machi... its really bad da. But see, it looks like raining da... while returning, it will be a problem for me da. More over, my dhadha ji saying no ... sorry machi...

Mahesh : (with a cry) what da ? poda... its killing me... but see, in my purse, i have only 5 bucks da. I cant come there....

Kudi : (bad words) I will come now...vrooooooooooooooooom....
5 minutes later : call from kudi : Machi, i met with an accident on the way, thinking abt you da... please come and save me....

Samba : (not reachable)
(In case reached) : Machi, its really fucking driving da. Its really ruthless mistake da.. what the fuck you have done da... I have a show by 2:30 machi. I will come after that.

Boobu : Hallo... hallo.... who is this....? cannot hear you properly.... oh, ok ok.... i will tell others.. ( he might have understood that my relative met with an accident).

Dhaadi : what........no no.........I will be there.......
(After seeing blood spots) : (silently left)

Sano : what.............. oh no............. wait......... ( start thinking) (its never ending process)


I could rather go by myself and get some bandages.....

These may not be their exact reactions, but more or less same.

Because of these reasons only, they are my best chaps..........